the end of an era.

sadly writing to my 3 loyal followers....the 'pool party' is wrapping up and almost over. we 'pool' spouses are calling our marriage quits. thus, ending this blog. i shall not go into the details of ending of marriage....i shall write how deeply saddened i am by the decision. loving a person sometimes entails us to let them go on with their life. no matter the reasons of divorcing....there comes denial, anger, depression, forgiveness, and hope. denial is the most overwhelming. this person one marries has an understanding we shall go through life's winding roads together hand in hand. have a family together, parent together, and be together.

the person i married has brought many great memories, love, smiles,laughs, and two beautiful girls we are both thankful to be blessed with in our lives. he's truly an amazing person or i wouldn't have married him. life has a way of bringing and taking people out of our lives...i am most thankful our girls have a loving father that cherishes their inner and outer beauty and makes them feel like the luckiest girls alive. many blessing and thankfulness comes to mind as i write this...

true, the heart wants to turn negative...have hateful feelings, but i remind myself of all the great times, love shared, and our babies. sometimes we tend to wrap ourselves in circumstances and have a closed heart...when he is probably dealing with the sadness and loss i experience and to not let my heart close and attempt to understand his feelings as my own.

we will get through this...life carries on and the world does not stop because we are sad, in pain, happy, joyful, but we are to carry our joy no matter the hurt. i am thankful and grateful to the deepest part of my soul our girls has a father who encompasses his girls and strives to be a great father to them. basically, love has no boundaries...although we are splitting i love and respect the man that once was my husband and still is the father of my children.

my ultimate hope is those around us....pour out love and support to our family. we need you now more than ever.